August 23, 2026
24,310
920
171
4.49%
Every word spoken in this episode is indexed. Type any phrase to jump straight to the moment it was said.
Type any word or phrase that may have been spoken. Click a result to seek the player to that exact moment.
Try a name, a topic, or a quoted line
32:16Now PlayingCarolyn Ball is a lesbian Latter-day Saint who never wanted to leave. She begins with what she loves about the Church — the community, the doctrine, the life she built inside it — and then describes discovering something about herself that she did not choose, and that did not go away no matter how faithfully she waited for it to. What follows is her account of the choice the Church offered her in 2006, as she understood it: a life of solitude, or excommunication. She talks about sitting in a meetinghouse hearing unkind talk about people like her, about her children, and about what the Church loses when it loses members like her.
Recorded in 2006 for John Dehlin's LDS Homosexuality interview project. Short excerpts were first released on YouTube in 2008; this is the first time the complete interview has been published.
Read the full transcript
___________________
At Mormon Stories we explore, celebrate, and challenge Mormon culture through in-depth stories told by members and former members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as well as scholars, authors, LDS apologists, and other professionals.
Our overall mission is to:
1. Facilitate informed consent amongst LDS Church members, investigators, and non-members regarding Mormon history, doctrine, and theology
2. Support Mormons (and members of other high-demand religions) who are experiencing a religious faith crisis
3. Promote healing, growth and community for those who choose to leave the LDS Church or other high demand religions
🤝Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today
Onetime or recurring donations
Join this channel to get access to perks:
Our Platforms:
🌐Mormon Stories Blog
🍎Apple Podcasts
Contact us:
📧 MormonStories@gmail.com
📬PO Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117
Sentinel Indexing in Progress
Metadata and chapters are available. Claim extraction for this episode is pending.
All video content is delivered via YouTube embedded players in accordance with the YouTube Terms of Service. Sentinel provides research tools that promote discovery and accountability across political media.