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Accused Wife Killer’s Note: ‘I’m Sorry I Wasn’t Strong Enough to Handle the Weight’
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June 16, 2026
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37:10Now PlayingA police officer detailed the evidence that was collected during the investigation into Saria Barney’s disappearance. Included in the evidence was a handwritten note allegedly written by murder suspect Zarrius Hildabrand. In the note, Hildabrand apologizes to his loved ones, saying, “I’m sorry I wasn’t mentally strong enough to handle the weight of what’s going on. I loved Saria but have prepared for the worst.”
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